Final entry in the Christmas Book Giveaway! And the last excerpt from To Dance With Dolphins. Let's see what are Claire, Sean, Tom, Willow, and Taylor are up to.
"Willow, are you not feeling well? Are you sick?
She didn't answer for a long moment
"I'm not sick, but I'm not all right either." She sighed. "I should be filled with thanksgiving. Instead, I'm down in the dumps. Days like today remind me how much I dislike my body. I want to be strong and healthy. The old me would have been fine in the water today. I'd have made it to the boat on my own and climbed back in easy as pie." Tears washed into her eyes. "Yet here I am, all gimped up. Sometimes it just makes me so mad." She wiped her eyes with the edge of the blanket." I really wanted to ride in that race, but who am I kidding? I'll never be able to do it."
Claire swallowed hard. What could she say? Willow was the one she relied on--the one who was strong, wise, full of faith. She'd never seen her like this. If Willow couldn't stand up to her weaknesses, then who could?
"You'll do it. I know you. You're strong."
"Oh yes, that's me - strong. Even my name, Willow. A willow bends in the wind. Its limbs are weak. That's who I really am."
"But a willow also dances in a breeze. It's flexible - that's how I see you." Claire reached over and rested a hand on her arm. "Today was just a bad day."
Willow shook her head. "You all think I'm so tough, but I'm just like everyone else. I get mad and depressed. And sometimes I don't understand why God allowed me to end up like this. I used to be fun-loving, the one involved in everything. I enjoyed working hard and playing hard. But now ..." She wiped her eyes. "Oh I hate feeling like this. What must the Lord think of me?"
"He loves you. No one is strong and full of faith all the time. You're alllowed to have real feeliings." Claire grasped Willow's hand. "But you are strong. And you have great faith. You help everyone around you. And I'm thankful for you.
"This morning I was feeling reall low. I hated how I have to live and I had, once again, convinced myself I had no future. But today was amazing. I went fishing. And then I helped my friend when she fell in the lake. We all helped each other - Sean, Tom, you, me and even Taylor. We didn't have to think about it. We just did it."
Willow sniffed and wiped away more tears. "You're right, but sometimes it seems impossible to make it through even one more day."
"I know exactly how you feel. But I'm learning to take care of the body I'm in, and not think about tomorrow." Claire hugged Willow. "I love you so much. I'm so glad you have more days to live."
Willow smiled. "You're right. It was a good day."
If you'd like to find out more about what happens to my traveling comrades you'll have to get your hands on a copy of To Dance With Dolphins. You can find it online or have your local bookstore order a copy. And for a limited time the ebook version is on sale for just 0.99!
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I will be drawing a winner on December 11th. I'm posting a question at the end of each day and all you have to do to have a chance to win is to answer the question or leave a comment. If you're just now discovering this, you can go back to my first entry in this contest on November 29 and read each blog and answer the questions. The more times you comment, the greater chance you have of winning.
I'll be giving away a complete set of The Alaskan Skies or Sydney Cove series - your choice. I can't wait to see who wins.
Question of the Day: What is your favorite Christmas movie or Christmas song?
Thank you for hanging out here with me on my blog and sharing your thoughts about Christmas.
Grace and peace to you from God,
Bonnie
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My favorite Christmas movie is It's A Wonderful Life. My favorite Christmas song is Mary Do You Know, a beautiful song. I"ve loved seeing your blog post pictures !
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Deanne, I love It's a Wonderful LIfe and try to watch it each year. And May Do You Know is my absolute favorite Christmas song, though I don't think it was originally intended for Christmas.
ReplyDeleteI love Christmas movies! I start with A Miracle of 34th Street (probably my favorite) on Thanksgiving day, and don't stop until Polar Express on New Years Eve. Of course sometimes I push it clear to Elvis' birthday if I've missed any. My favorite Christmas hymns are Silent Night and O Little Town of Bethlehem, but it's Walking in a Winter Wonderland that I sing/whistle everywhere I go.
ReplyDeleteI'm not sure if I have a favorite Christmas movie, but my favorite songs are Mary did you know and Carol of the bells :)
ReplyDeletePS: my favorite Christmas story is "a Christmas to remember" by Jenny Hale.
ReplyDeleteI like the Hallmark Movie, "Call Me Mrs. Miracle".
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I want a hippopotamus for christmas. Funny song but I enjoy listening to it. Also Silent night and Have your self a merry little christmas.
ReplyDeleteI have lots of favorites that watch over and over through the years. But ... my all time favorite is The Ultimate Gift. If you haven't seen it, make this the year that you treat yourself.
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