Ooph seems like a silly title for a blog, but it's what I feel right now. It is day ten since my surgery. I am grateful for a competent, dedicated surgeon and all the medical professionals who helped care for me before and after surgery. But ... I have to admit to hoping I'd be a little further along at this point. Still, I am glad to say that I am moving forward and getting a little better each day.
I can't wait to feel "normal" again. I hope soon. However, I'm doing my best to behave myself and living within my healing restrictions.
It seems a good time for reflection. What have I learned thus far?
- Praying friends REALLY help. SO much went right, and I could feel the kindness of those praying for me and the situation.
- A relationship with The Father goes a long way when facing a giant. I was especially aware of His presence when I was wheeled into the operating room and knew none of what was about to take place had anything to do with me. It was all in God's hands.
- Good health comes at a cost, but ill-health brings a much greater toll. We need to take good care of ourselves. I'm educating myself so I can do a better job.
- Worry is not helpful. During the months awaiting surgery I made a concerted effort to keep worrisome thoughts at bay. I practiced NOT THINKING about my cancer and the "what-if's" that came with it. Peace was always close at hand.
- God is good and is always watching out for us. The tumor was growing while I was unaware, but God knew. Getting an MRI on my back was not an accident. The timing was perfect, pointing out the presence of that ugly little hitchhiker.
In six months, I will have a scan to make sure the cancer is gone for good. I'm already practicing perfecting my focus - trusting God. I am in His capable hands as are you.
Gracee and peace to you from God,
Bonnie Leon
This brought a tear to my eyes. That feeling of God's presence is such a blessing. May He continue to bless and keep you as your healing journey continues.
ReplyDeleteThank you. God is SO good ... even when the world looks dark and scary He stays close by.
DeleteYou are such a light and testimony Bonnie. Papa is so pleased w you.
ReplyDeleteOh my. You are so sweet. And just the idea of God being pleased with me brings tears. So many times I've let him down.
ReplyDeleteYour courage and faith will always be an inspiration. My heart hurts fir you and the family. You have my unending prayers. I love you and your example of determination ❤️ and unfailing trust in our Lord and Savior.
ReplyDeleteTeri, you are so kind. I can only do what God enables me to do. In my own strength is weakness. Thank you for your friendship.
DeleteYou are a blessing to so many people! Thank you God for Bonnie’s strength and talent!
ReplyDeleteThank you for your uplifting words. God has given me faith I just need to believe Him.
DeleteThe Lord make His face shine on you, And be gracious to you; The Lord lift up His countenance on you, And give you peace.’
ReplyDeleteNumbers 6:25-26 NASB1995
https://bible.com/bible/100/num.6.25-26.NASB1995
Beautiful. Thank you for sharing these verses. Praise te Lord.
DeleteThank you, Debbie. God bless you.
ReplyDeleteThank you for giving an update. You are such a wonderful blessing. It won't be long until you will be feeling normal. I have prayed for you every day and will continue until I hear that you are healed. I loved reading your testimony of Faith and Courage. Take Care, Lois Bell :)
ReplyDeleteI'm happy I'm able to give a positive update. Yay God! And thank you, dear friend, for your kindness and your prayers. Love you.
DeleteHaving been there, I can tell you one sure thing! HE cares for you! Nothing escapes Him, and nothing we do upsets Him! You are His beloved, the apple of His eye. He truly is Healer. May your days be long and plenteous, and your peace continuous! Praying for you sweet Sister friend!
ReplyDeleteThank you, thank you, thank you. What a beautiful word. May the Lord bless you.
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